shy of the vally of fire

clive barker more then apt 

here i walk alone
i cannot walk with the like of mankind, they do not understand me
a vigilante with my feelings
i take with a deep vengeance, to guard myself shielding every inch of my soul
never to expose the true me
of which is still a mystery
when i emerge from the cocoon of doubt
how will i be
a deep fire of rawness with an edge and aconfidence of a hero
or with ice eyes, a killer with my tongue
showing no mercy
cutting down my enemies and anyone that stands in my way
to see into the future that seems like a far off dream
it will be both dangerous and beautiful
to hold a flower and shatter a diamond
to look into the soul of my true love
and cut the throats of anyone that talks ill of my choosen one
i have at times to conjure my own demons that come slashing at me
i need to stand up to that part of my self
bring it back and form a new
i will ride the night and take back what everyone took from me
and then what will they see

carrie ann kawa  12/2006