the city of shadows

cak

the lights flicker as if they not suppose to exist
moonlight on a darken path
i stop to take a picture
i catch a glimpse of a reality that no one sees

i stop at a church, my camera cannot capture it , the light of the blind keep it secrets
there is a certain silence
that i find unnerving and yet i know it has a meaning
in that one moment, of complete silence
my mind runs past it all
 from numbers and words to the complexity of the human condition
of words said and not said
and what it all means
then it all is just quiet there i found myself in the moment
and let it all go
it seems so useless, all my random thoughts
 my journey begins with one step, one word , one truth
the light fades completely and then i find myself in the dark
i continue o walk
taking off my shoes to feel the sidewalk, cold , uneven, hardness, slab of grey
i feel the vibration
a tale untold, an equation unsolved, a kiss not yet received
all in all , thoughts , and the night ,
my home

carrie ann kawa   5/23/2010

this is what happens when you walk by yourself with a camera not only do my thoughts wonder so does my art i have never would call my pics art just the way i see the world  on face book if you are a friend and i think you are now unless you pass by my blog just to read the random thoughts of the strange and unusual Carrie and if you are a trespasser hi whats up and if you know me this should come as no surprised , because  as a poet we are suppose to see the world in are view then write about it EVEN IF IT IS A RUN ON SENTENCE  that is for oh he knows who he is  i never said i was good with English rules just painting a picture with my words. i found it funny when he brought it up My comp  instructor pointed out the same thing and she also gave me a song by the birds and bees to give to a certain crush , funny how that circle goes well i went off on a tangent and made no sense in the process , poem was inspire by my walks at night alone , and thinking to much and trying to take a picture of a certain church with no avail but hey underworld we do what we need to do 

goodnight   sis   keep strong
goodnight   wonderwall  keep pointing out what i do wrong , for some odd reason i like it , it keeps me on my toes  lol 
goodnight underworld   for the moon is our sun  until