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i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Thursday, June 11, 2009

last plane out

HEY

I AM VERY CONFUSSED , I AM SO GOOD READING PEOPLE , BUT THIS ONE VERY INTRIGING GUY HE PERPLEXES ME
I NOT SURE IF HE LIKES ME OR IF ITS OLNY IN MY MIND
LAST MONDAY I SWORE HE LOOKED AT ME WHILE I HAD TO GET SOMETHING{LAST WEEK} I KNOW I HAVE AN ACTIVE IMAGINATION BUT I DO NOT BELIVE I AM CRAZY
MOST GUYS I CAN READ I KNOW EXACATLY WHAT THEY WANT HIM I DO NOT KNOW
I AM BY NO MEANS A KNOCK OUT BLONNDE OR A CYNIACAL 22YEAR OLD, THAT IS VERY PREETY ,BUT I AM A VERY ODD , CUTE , BEAUTFUL PAIR OF GREY ,SOMETIMES HAZEL EYES , NATUAL CHESTNUT BROWN HAIR, THAT IS NEVER PERFECT ,MIND LIKE A STEEL TRAP, AND I DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE WHAT I ALREADY find PERFECT, NOW ON THE LOGICAL SIDE IF HE DOSE NOT LIKE ME "COOL" I STILL THINK HE IS A NICE PERSON BUT IF HE DOSE ------OH I DO NOT KNOW I ALWAYS PROTECT MYSELF KNOW WHICH GUYS LIKE ME AND WHICH ONES THAT DO NOT . I CAN NOT APPROCH HIM FOR FEAR OF LOOKING LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT BESIDES SOMEONE TOLD ME HE IS SCARED OF ME MAYBE ALL THE LOOKS I THOUGHT WERE FOR ME WERE A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION HE JUST NOT IN TO ME

I THINK I HAD TO WRITE THAT DOWN AND PUT IT OUT THERE , HAVE IT REFLECT BACK AT ME ----THE LAST TIME I HAD A CRUSH THIS OVERWHLMING I WAS 13YEARS OLD AND HE WAS 15YRS AND THAT ONE HIT ME HARD , JUST LIKE WHEN I FIRST SAW HIM IT WAS MY FIRST DAY AT WORK AND I TRIED TO AVOID EVEN LOOKING AT HIM FOR A MONTH

WELL I HAVE TO GO I PROMISE NEXT WES TO BRING "FREAKSHOW" TO THE BLOG
GOODNIGHT

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