HERE ARE A FEW NOTES FROM THE UNDERGROUND

HELLO


YESTERDAY WAS ONE YEAR THAT MY MOM PASSED AWAY, I HAD TO GO TO WORK AND FOR THE MOST PART IT WAS "NORMAL" WHICH I THOUGHT WHY IS IT NORMAL I CANNOT ANSWEAR THAT QUESTION . I AM PERPLEX ON HOW MUCH I HAVE GOTTEN DONE IN THIS ONE YEAR AND I AM DEALING WITH GRIEF IN THE MIDDLE OF IT . I AM BY KNOW MEANS PATING MY SELF ON THE BACK. IT IS JUST TO SAY EVERY THING I ACOMPLISHED I WANT TO SHARE WITH HER . I GOT THE STAR OF THE QUATER AWARD AND I COULDING TELL ANY ONE TO ME ITS SEEMS LIKE I AM TO MUCH ON MYSELF AND ITS MORE LIKE I DID NOT REALIZE I HAD THIS IN ME . I QUITE SCHOOL AT 15 TO WORK AND TAKE CARE OF MOM AND MY BROTHER. SHE WAS BI--POLAR AND WELL LITTLE BROTHER HAS HIS PROBLEM THAT I HAVE TO SAY IN THIS PASS YEAR I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM SO OUT SPOKEN AND A VERY GOOD PROBLEM SOLVER .

SO WHEN I WANTED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL HE 100% SuPPORTED IT ,ALL MY CRAZY PLANS WHEN I TOOK MY G.E.D. I THOUGHT I DID AWFUL IT WAS LITTLE BROTHER THAT SAID YOU KNOW YOU PASSED, BECAUSE I DID BUT ,IT IS NICE TO HEAR WHEN YOU ARE FREAKING OUT.

SO I AM IN COLLAGE ,AM I DOING WHAT I WANTED TO DO WHEN I WAS 13 YEARS OLD, NO BUT, YOU NEVER KNOW IF THERE WILL ever be A SLUPER CHUGING , ROLLERSKATING, PINBALLPLAYING , MUSIC LOVING ,COMIC BOOK READING EXECUTIVE POSTION OPENING SOME PLACE .

IN REALITY I AM TRYING TO FIND AN AVENUE TO BRING MY LOVES TOGETHER WRITING IS WHO I AM. I WILL WRITE WEATHER ANY ONR READS IT OR NOT YOU CAN NOT TAKE THE PEN OUT OF MY HAND OR I WILL BITE YOU.{ HA HA HA }
DEEP DOWN I AM STILL INMATURE, CRAZY{ IN A GOOD WAY} EVER SO NORMAL ME,

POSTING ON 06/03/2009 BY BY