INFINITY

I lost myself in the hour of none

Watching the sun choose its desire on the welcome few

The glass of the church windows broke in a million pieces, shards of left over souls that know

I found myself looking at a picture of a ladder in the middle of nowhere

Black and white ,storm cloud on the rise

This was my god, in truth and in beauty

I found in this something i did not understand

Fipping back and forth the pages, needing to see this photograph to understand what it meant, or what i felt from it

I felt a promise to someone, a superstition in a grand design

A microcosmic of thoughts that prevail in my minds eye

I cannot comprehend its meaning

The complexities rival its own truth; i feel a kinship to its essence I see something in me in all of this realization of one

A simple photograph on a simple table

That has too much meaning to understand

CAK 7/29/2008

THIS ONE WAS BROUGHT OUT OF MY BRAIN WHILE I WAS SEEING MY BEREVMENT ----C IT DOSE NOT MATTER ANYWAY I WAS IN HER OFFICE AND I HAD TO WAIT I SAW THIS MAGAZINE ON A THE TABLE IT CALLED "SUN' AND THE PHOTOGRAPH WAS OF A LADDER IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE IN BLACK AND WHITE AND I JUST STARTED TO WRITE NOW IF YOU KNEW ME I NEVER WRITE IN PUBLIC THE OLNY ONES THAT HAVE EVER SEEN ME WRITE ARE MOM AND LITTLE BROTHER THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I COULD NOT HOLD BACK I FOUND PAPER AND BOOM WHEN SHE CAME OUT TO GET ME FOR ARE APPOINMENT SHE SAID I HAD A FACIAL EXPRESSION THAT WAS ODD MY BROTHER SAID THAT IS HOW SHE LOOKS WHEN SHE WRITES --CONTENTED I LOOK AND FEEL THAT THIS IS RIGHT. THE PICTURE IS CALLED THE KISSING LADDER IT WAS TAKEN NEAR WHERE THEY HAVE THE BURNING MAN IN IT I SAW SOMETHING I CAN NEVER EXPLAIN

HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND EVERY THING IS THE WAY YOU WANT IT TO BE

AND IF IT IS NOT THE WAY YOU WANT IT TO BE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT OK BECAUSE LIFE IS TO SHORT TO SAY MAYBE TOMMOROW.