caught in the moment

Got caught in a moment

Rain starts to fall

I am here with you, through it all

I am still, eyes close, and this moment is forever

Dreams vivid, like colors on acid trips of wonder and falling in to pools of mysteries

Finding the moment still, no nothing of time, lost in a daze of wonderment

I am so lost, not sure why. It seems when I took your hand…. I lost

That part of me that knows …..

Standing on the edge, I have been here before looking over that abyss

As always the abyss is dark, and lonely like a night gone wrong

You let go of my hand, I did not fall I was suspended into a world of riddles

Clocks that are backwards, and moments that are frozen, logical thinking was not allowed, fantasy forbidden

Confusion everlasting

I have no name here, forgotten in the sands

I was someone’s daughter, mother, love, goddess, friend, and enemy

Who am I now?

That face in the crowed that is forgettable

That no one sees, that blends in to the background of a forgettable society

That bares witness to a world that is falling apart

The stars seem so quiet they are keeping secrets

The moon shines so bright in such a cold, and yet

Words fall into this abyss; I lack the structure of understanding

You ran away from me so fast

There was no way I could catch up

I breath, I tried to scream but you left

They all go that way ….. Running, running, running

I am standing in that moment frozen.

Carrie Ann Kawa

12/14/2011

Inspired by those who have left me with questions

Thanks 

picture Jamas Nubile Sarajevo , Bosnia 1996