what a true kiss is

hello my underground , i have been distant  giving you poems and not any news , well i start school again on 8/25/2010  i had a blissful two months off which was filled by closing hours at work  . i have been pondering that mystery called love , that seems to ex scape me every chance it gets , i can understand if i was a troll but i am not but i seem to like the wrong guys , emotional unavailable,  well lets get on point .

i crave a true kiss one that will last forever " if that is even out there " when  he looks into my eyes and knows that he is home  , when he hugs me  that he always wanted me in his arms  , the kind of kiss you can feel in your feet , when he takes his thumb and traces my lips , and kisses like i am the one he has been waiting for but to afraid to realize i was there , and before you think i have lost my mind . i believe we are allowed to have that  that kiss , the kiss that makes the world stop and its just right no pressure to the lead up just that wonderful look into each other eyes and then  it all becomes a blurr we fade into each other until -----------

cak 8/06/2010