happy birthday

well another year  ,  and the older i get the more , stupid i become , does that make any sense at all. i still have the crush , why, he is gone and still there is a part of my mind that tells me something . i do not get it for my style that is abstract to say the least , i am a very practical person .with him i don't know ? OK good vent  to all the people that wished me a happy birthday thank you  . to my mom this was always more her day then mine i was special to her i do not say this in vanity , i say this because it is plan and simple truth . she would go over every detail of my birth and smile with such a smile that know one would every understand . so i will be happy for her and joyful with everyone else 

i just turned three  cak

to this she held me in her arms and said i always wanted a baby girl  Carrie Ann after the song  my little lamb and she would rub my back at night and tell me to go to sleep to this day i feel her hand on my back , in the back round Elton john or Motown would play , and my mom would call me cake Ann , she always said i would wake up and not cry and when she came in to check me i would be up and smiling and she never knew what i was smiling about ,


good night my underworld  until