the gift

hello my dear friends of the underworld , how is the place where the soul lives forever in the mind of the true , going.
i have come to realize i walk among the strange and very happy to be in that world , i would not want it any other way
my friends bring me music it is truly wonderful to have this in my life , Damian everyday shares his Beatles with me anyone who knows me knows i love the Beatles , well i listen to my guitar gently weeps , and i let my mind wonder with all the best music you let thoughts form and you go with the flow with and let the current of sound take you someplace , well as you all know i have been trying to ( with no avail ) to get wonder wall far from my thoughts to let this crush die , and every time i hear that song i picture him with that beautiful guitar playing , finding those right notes sitting in the dark with ( blue boxer on ?) and its driving me crazy  not really just brain why truly , why are you doing this to me , and of course when i talk to myself which i do often i shrug my shoulders and give me no reply so that is what is going on kind of other then my thoughts of wonder wall  i have been most busy with school  7/03/2010  i will graduate with my associates in business the ceremony not until October , but again what can you do  its bitter sweet  i want my mom to be there  but as you all know she can not be , and it hurts very badly , my fantasy would have her scream that's my baby girl because she would scream that  but that is not going to happen .

but on a good note  i will start more poems next week  i just have not gotten to my box of words

so some Carrie musing
when you do not notice , some one does
art  in all its form is a type of magic that is out there right now .
when we speak words form and that is a transformation of thought
we are the wonder that cannot be denied
until next week  underworld    keep the door open , the window clear and enjoy the day as it turns into night