of not and me

near a church in the old part of town
a man blows smoke, it billows out of him, and a woman forms
sexually in an overt manner, provocative persuasion
content of a vixen
she mouths to him
i want to kiss you in places of decay
he stares at the statue of mother mary, and never trying to understand this strange
he whisk her away
he prays to all the saints to understand his temptation and yet he feels not delivered
in dreams she calls out to him, begging to be kissed
wanting him for the lack of himself in the moment of timeless conception
he wakes in cold sweats , not knowing this world anymore
he goes to places of decay graveyards and such and finds nothing but the silence that they keep
he goes to an abandon building of dilapidated substance
there she is waiting for him, in gossamer of white and sheer of a kind her hair flows with the subtitle movements of the wind
she speaks and yet he cannot hear her words
she is fading fast, and he leaps to catch her only to find his own death at her hands
we watch, and yet we do not understand and we still cannot look away

carrie ann kawa 11/05/2009/

inspired on the way to work saw something strange     ---------later carrie