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las vegas, nevada, United States
i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

until

she has a tattoo of the sun on her left palm a moon on her right
she knows the kiss of time only in visions of the noon eclipses of passing
in delightful wonder , she is a seeker in truth and in wisdom
blind men come to her for sight of the second, they wait, for her third to open up in the purple haze of prophesy
mindful of the land minds laid out by the non believers, she steps lightly
no one ever hears her coming ,she sneaks up on you , and you never knew she was right in front of you
when she cries deep into the night , her sorrow is like a knife with a fire blade and it slashes at you
she is consuming, and yet giving in the same fashion of perfect persuasion
giving in to her own devises, she will plot her own war ; plans laid out in doodles and elaborated designs of circles and stars, circle and stars
she has always been a victim to the figments of her imagination
she laughs at her own reflection, because in self awareness there is no changing the beautiful mess she is
she holds her hands together in sleep so the moon can eclipse the sun
eternal night, ---- she welcomes
she is child like in her playfulness, women in her love and a menace to those who cross her
she fades into her shadows then you notice her and there is a light upon her face you cannot help to look at
before you know it , she disappears into her own realm of thinking, never to be seen
until----------------------------
carrie ann kawa 7/2009
this one i just let flow i did not stop the nonsence
until next time maria it ok to go a little crazy ive been there not bad , wonderwall i hope life has been productive and you are ok been looking tired and a little glum
ttfn carrie

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