it is one of those days

i am very confussed i know nothing new
my dad , grandmother and my aunt all moved to kansas now i know i have not spoken to them in 20 years but all of them kansas not ohio its weird then for the hell of it i cheaked out the info on my self it says i am 60 years old it must be getting me confussed with my mom then to top it all off i have been having the strangiest dreams about a certain person i cannot get him out of my head and i am trying i have sorta been flirting with others and he keeps poping in there my dreams my place life has been too weired lately i feel like kicking him if he truly knew me he would know this is unusual most of the time i follow the advise of my dreams but with him i cannot he is the one person that makes me nervous i could meet bono and not get butterflys in my stomac but with him my tongue wont work i feel i do not have the upper hand and of all the people that are inteset in me i have to have a crush on the one that i have no idea if he thinks im cute or oh my god you need help or carrie who is she oh her she s alright and i rather have a limb torn from me then ask him and i do not know why


there i feel better i vented i will be good for class math and then more math and i hope everything is going ok there will be a solar eclips on the july 22 check out the nasa site cool stuff

i will blog more poems next wes and get a little personal with what would like to call sherlock peanutbutter kawa my cat who passed away in 2004 had him for almost 17years a very big part of my teenage years i miss him and you cannot replace the things that shape who you are the people the songs the books that you read the pets that you have those memories are precious and nonreplaceable so my sherlock should have someof his stories told one his two favorite albums {and i am not crazy} like a prayer and battleskipper i have never seen an animal get so excited over music but of course he was my cat

until i blog again ----carrie