WHERE HAVE ALL THE (STRANGE GUYS GONE)

Why can't I FIND SOMEONE AS ODD as me or is he hiding, not aware of his inner strangness,
yes there is the oh my god you want to do what with me I AM NOT REFERRING to the way out there perverted freak and there is the god squad guy looking for the (good girl) no I am talking about the ever so normal i have a teddy bear since I was two ,I miss my childhood ,I LOOKING FOR A girl with substance ( A GIRL LIKE YOU) yes i am moody ,I LOVE TO KISS for long periods of time, not just get into the something ,something, because when all thats said and done you can measure a guy by his eyes, hands, the way he kisses you, the way he looks at you,the way he talks, the way he thinks,and if he makes you laugh.

I want a conversation, I WANT to get lost in his world and roam around and find what makes him tick and vica a versa. I do not need the romantic garabage of fake sentiment, so many have tried to figure me out,and gave up. I was either to smart,to weird,to strange,to indepenant ,to me (that one is my favorite i am being to much myself) what cowards. I read too much,I LOVE MUSIC TOO MUCH, Iwatch too many movies , I think too highly of myself. I do not need to be saved, I need to be able too be me and hang out with someone that gets me,and we swim pass the breakers and watch the world die

just needed too vent so many friends ,but enough ears. ITS funny how that works when your the listerner, but hey what can you do . My best friend happens to be my brother and he already knows all this and he so bored with me .

GOODNIGHT ON 5/20/2009 wes I WILL post another one of my poems I not sure if it will be old or new you have to wait I will serve you more of my tasty brain matter to wash down lifes unfair way. I know you sit back and think if olny the real question is if olny what? what are you looking for. I am looking for---- you know what i am not even sure maybe thats the problem if I don't know how can I EXPECT ANY one else too . see you later