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las vegas, nevada, United States
i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

IN MY SWEET DARKNESS

you can see my smile, and know there is something wicked when you look into my eyes
Nothing is ever what it seems
Iam too strange,a little too much of a bite
I love watching the reaction of the normal's when I start to talk about the world I know, and the things I think about
The city under my microscope
The shock to the system, the faded soul
I am the bright one in the backround; I cast such a beautiful shadow
The need for superficial beauty bores me
Irather take you on a journey with my hands and the obscure language of someone so weird and unfashionable
I never strive for perfection,just the ease of being me
Cool jazz on the radio, sitting back watching the world implode onto itself
My true cynical side emerges
I do not need or want what everybody wants
I want my words to have power
My eyes to pierce the soul of my chosen victim
I want my hands to make magic out of the elements around me
I want time to be elusive and never catch up with me
As much as the world can see my light
I want it to see my darkness as well
CAK 5/01/2009
I just want to say hello greeting and salutation
Just because you grow up and become an (adult) dose not give you the right to forget the child inside
I suggest do something crazy and fun like play pinball .when I was young that all I did and rollerskated I love too rollerskate also I my mom was a little how should we say '"unblanced"
so we traveled a lot which gave me an intersting perspective on life
youth is all in your mindset if you think young so be it, if you think old well I feel sorry for you
now you can be wise and still think young
just something to think about
do not let the fear of looking foolish guide you
I think way too much, just some thoughts Iwanted to share. so enjoy some of my tastey grey matter
goodnight for now

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