I am , and will always be

i have held down what i am , who i am
to emerge into something new , to know i am , to feel i am
my words are the the deep thought of your subconscious , i know this about you , you wanted me to know this , begging for me in the deep of the dark of night
i am the water you drink , the food you eat , and the love you need .
you would give me your soul to touch me , to know me , to want me
i have been so many places seen so many things , my smell is exotic flowers from mountains that touch the sky
my hair is like the wind and water , flowing through time to be here , standing naked in the mist of the moon so you can look , and behold in my presence
what would you give to kiss me .
 have stepped in the footsteps of gods , and not blushed away
i take your hands into mines , so you can know you belong to me , always it is written in ancient texts of ones who can see pass the edge of time .
walk with me love , tread with me in forbidden . i want you to taste my kiss , you will want for nothing
i am , and always will be until , as you well know .
stars will fall , cites will fall , mankind will fall
follow me into the sweet nothing

Carrie Ann Kawa  1/4/2011     first poem of the year