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i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Sunday, November 14, 2010

cherry silver confession

CHERRY SILVER CONFESSION


I do not know who I am

Journeys become quest

I sit here in the dark rock myself back to reality

I blame my heart for beating

The rhythm of the truth of my soul trying to come out

My dreams are of demons and cherry pits

Vision of others death and I find where buried

I do not know myself enough to understand

I am screaming for someone to tell me

I am real I am something

When I feel like nothing a speak of dust

That’s floats on the wind

When I am here I am not there and the other way works

The confession that my minds conjures up is devastating

I am not sure what is real and what is chasing me

I am afraid of the light to see me

The refection is disturbed and not quite right

I see what I want even when I don’t want too

Pray to the fates and welcome the evil on my knees confession to myself

Carrie Ann kawa 3/2007

1 comment:

  1. Weird when you think of the time (and what she was thinking),to bad she never got rid of her ghosts and demons.

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