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i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Thursday, October 14, 2010

feeling dark

sub plot of who i am , wicked with an angel smile .
i am looking for a sense of me in these dirty streets , taken pictures of strangers ,in a strange light of a new day .
they all wear the same expression ---- defeat
they wear the same smell ------ depression
the night holds my promise , the night knows my name , a weird wind starts to blow through my hair , it has a chill , and  a feel of a lovers kiss .
i smile into it and  welcome it
there is a change , a subtle movement of time , i like the feel of it because it feels like it is my time
rain ..... starts and i start to dance slow movements , hands moving to conjor the magic in the air
lights start to blow out
and i am feeling a little dark

typhoid mary and daredevil -- i feel is apt
Carrie Ann kawa  10/14/2010   written in 2 min    : )
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  1. AnonymousJanuary 2, 2011 at 3:06 PM

    dear carrie i enjoyed reading your blog..you have great pictires on it. I as well feel dark actually have great feelings about everything, i always want to be something else want to be something greater than myself, i know i have good qualities but can't help feeling like jenkyll and hide, sometimes feeling optimistic and strong and sometimes feeling like i am worth nothing and nothing will happen and my life is empty and worthless...every love that i have has only lasted 2 years, after two years they see the real me and don't like what they see...so i have to hide myself far and far away. But as more as i hide myself, the more i want to share my feelings. I whish i found what i was looking for, i whish i know what i was looking for...but the only thing my search brought me is loneliness and emptyness....who can help me, where is the road i should follow...what can i do?

    I whish you a great and happy new year, i really like your blog.

    thank you for reading

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  2. carrieJanuary 5, 2011 at 1:30 AM

    hi anonymous . thank you for the kind words and heartful message . i am glad you enjoy my blog . that means a lot to me . sometimes the road is hard to see but it is there . you just have to look . curious of who you are ...i hope you had a great new year .

    carrie

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  3. AnonymousJune 7, 2012 at 5:13 AM

    Seems I never left a comment for this one .I love your words ,they bring you to the moment ,the chill ,very awesome .

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