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las vegas, nevada, United States
i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Thursday, September 20, 2012

eating the fly


Eating the fly

Songs played on the perpetual radio of life in the underground
Continuous motion of sound, static, buzzing and hymns of worship
You seem perplex almost unkind your smile is untrue as if you are a walking lie of selfish turnabout
You expected more? A church of followers’ hanging on your contradictions
You seems clownish now, a joke inside a joke who is playing whom
You try to ride a certain darkness that you are in capable of possessing for you lack the imagination of for thought; you’re a copy of a copy of a copy nothing original
The counter point at your side is the unoriginal dime store copy of fan favorite magazines’ all the words that are said have been said before …. As always and before
Boring is a life style that you have painted fine colors of life with , you gain no knowledge around you…. You just are uninvolved, unknown process of human amino acids… all the talk of children in make believe land.
Your colors bleed out in dullish grey even though you stand out like a peacock, in the landing fields of winter white
You have become ordinary, common and transparent as most humans normally do…
Vacant and lost  
Carrie Ann Kawa 9/20/12