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las vegas, nevada, United States
i am Carrie Ann Kawa , i am a poet, a writer, music lover, i enjoy intresting conversations, i love the words of others , i have a deep faith in something bigger then myself , i enjoy life instead of complaining about it , i look at the stars, have a wicked sence of humor and i know some where down the line i will be where i need to be for today is today. i walk where i have no place to go , i talk when there is nothing to say , i dream when i am awake . i am carrie and that is all i am ever going to be .

Saturday, December 11, 2010

the wishing well

hello readers of this blog , hello i know i have just been posting poem after poem . i have not had a conversation with you . how have you been ? what has been going on in your life ? the most intriguing part of having this venue is that i have control , if you respond , i do not know . it is most interesting when someone tries to open your brain up and plays inside . it is very stimulating , but this is for another place .
what i really want to talk about is wishing wells , i have not thrown pennies in i have thrown dimes, a wish for those i care about  , is it silly perhaps , did i still do it yes . it is who i am to wish for others , so i can lead them to happiness .i found out i can lead a horse to water but i cannot  make it drink . well that is my grey , tasty matter just felt like venting , it is nice to know that the people in my life( care ,) those who have left , i will give you a dime so you can throw it in your wishing well and your dreams can come true . toss it

cak 12/11/2010

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Monday, December 6, 2010

teeth and stars

TEETH AND STARS


The clown stalks his prey, laughing like a lunatic

The distant light of humiliation sounds of agony

Slice through the patterns of lunacy

I am forever he whispers

To the very he that he is

To say it, is to become it .the sisters of the night, gather

For the dance of destruction

He sits alone, the fear crippling him to overshadow him.

His eyes open, the crimson, to touch, to feel, to see

Does he know the secret that are kept silent except on the winged vigilant and his mass sorrow

The circus lullaby plays reminding the senseless that the tiger is coming

Close your eyes and see, that he is not what he was he is more, but becoming less

He knows nothing

Fading away into the night, his breath takes on images that no one can possible understand

His reflection is unfamiliar

Strange becoming stranger

Fading until gone

Confetti with no sense of purpose

Except to be discarded

Carrie Ann kawa 10/2002

thought it was apt