CLARITY

When did I CHANGE

when did I lose sight of myself

In the mid-december of youth gone by

The many cold february;s that fall off the calender

I WAS ONCE SOMETHING, AND NOW i feel nothing

When did I stop feeling,how did this numb settle in buried so deep in my bones,buried so deep in my heart.

I have walked these streets looking at the cracks in the pavement

Wondering if somehow it would tell me a tale of my own soul

That last part of me that I do not really understand.

The lack of knowledge,lack of sanity.

Far off rain clouds gather

Filling the sky with an ominous black feel

That empty's the street, people gather together to to conjour warmth.

I stay outside waiting for the downpour.

Waiting for that unforgiven cold

The kind of cold that wakes you up.

So you have to feel it ,feel it all.

CAK 2/2007